Wondering

Thinking about who you would be. Would you love tummy time or would you hate it like your sister? Would you love me like your sister loves your daddy? These questions make my heart break my eyes water and my arms ache. I dream of you and your sister eventually playing. I dream of you all the time mommy misses you. I know alway look at your sister and think I should have one more baby rolling over. I love your sister and your dad but I miss you to. I wish that I had you both. I wish things hadn't gone horribly wrong last March. I love you and miss you baby boy